reminder
Do you ever get frustrated because things are moving too slowly in your life? Many people don't realize that building a foundation for success does not happen overnight. It is a slow process in which you are constantly working and learning. After all, that foundation must remain strong, even in times of failure or crisis. This takes time! You may have to remind yourself that "failing" is only failure if you quit; otherwise it's a learning opportunity. So don't worry if your life seems to be moving in slow motion. Concentrate on building a solid foundation and learning from your back steps
My Plan
So I've been going at this weight loss/ healthy lifestyle/ exercise/ love myself shit for years now. Seriously, when will I just get it? I am a quitter and loser. The fact that it's a couple of years later and I'm here starting over is proof positive. I've got a million and half excuses as to why I gained the weight back but not a single one of them matters. I need to do this. I need to push myself and get over the quitter mentality. I've learned that I'm a miserable person when I'm unhealthy. If anything came out of previous success it's that knowledge. Being healthy makes me happy. Simple as that. I have to do this. MY life depends on it.
I am setting a goal for myself of 5% of my body weight at a time. Since I weigh 210 pounds right now, that means 10.5 pounds is 5% of my body weight, I think....math and I have never gotten along very well. I'll try something a little different this time and figure out what 5% of each new weight is too...maybe that will keep me more motivated.
Anyway, as I meet my goals, I plan on rewarding myself! I NEVER reward myself, I wont even buy myself the right kind of shampoo half the time because I hate wasting money on me. But self help is a great thing and something to look forward to. My rewards will always non food items and always something personal.
I will also make a meal plan each saturday night, buy the groceries sunday and stick with it through the week. I will be making Brian do this with me and he will lose more weight than me and I will get jealous but that will not make me quit like it would have in the past. I will be able to fit into my clothes again. I will want to dress up and put on makeup and fix myhair again. I will feel like a human being again. And I WILL learn to love myself FINALLY!
Sunday, July 24, 2011
time for (another) recommitment
Yup. Again. I didn't totally give it up this time, but I haven't been working out. At all. I blame it on the heat. Always gotta have something to pin it on. I have done pretty well well with my eating. I accepted long ago that this is a new lifestyle and my old way (fast food, constant snacking, fat heavy nasty shit) o eating is long gone. I didn't stick with a workout routine long enough for it to stick though I guess. Time to restart C25K! Hopefully being a little lighter this time around will make it easier on my knees. that was definitely what did me in last time. One stupid little knee injury and like a big baby I just quit! I have to join a gym though, running in this heat is OUT OF THE QUESTION. I'm not suicidal or anything! I want to run not pass out and die from heat exhaustion! Anyway, I don't have a choice bt to chagne something. I got rid of my fat clothes and have lots of cute almost skinny clothes! I don't have the money to buy more fat clothes! I haven't gained any weight, so I know when I get to the weight I want to be how to maintain it! I'm not going to lie, my eating hasn't been as good as it was. I do eat a little more fast food from time to time and I am not eating as many fruits as veggies as I should. However, for the most part, I am still the picture of healthy eating! Yay me! Adding some movement back into my routine should jump start the weight loss again! I'm excited to get back on track! I love thinking of how HOT AS HELL I will look when I lose another 30 pounds or so! ;) I'm still shooting for that Warrior Dash in October by the way....I have plenty of time to train right? EEK!
Thursday, July 7, 2011
CONFESSION
so I was just reading over some old posts on here and saw what I had posted as my starting weight...yeah that was a bunch of BS. I was 225 in December. 225! Now I am 179. I'm happy with it :)
I gotta get through this!!!
Hi!! So I haven't posted in a looooong time! I know, shocker! Anyway...still no internet connection at the house so I just get online from time to time at local coffee shops and what not. Anyway, as far as my weight loss/diet/lifestyle/ etc goes....it's going! I was doing great! I finally made it below 175...which hadn't happened in YEARS...then it went back over it and I am sitting (not pretty) at 179. At least it's below 180! I don't know why but my body LOVES being between 175-180. I don't, but my body has a mind of its own I guess. I know I can get it to go down, I just have to get my lazy arse to the gym more often. I have discovered hot yoga and I really enjoy it, but I hardly ever actually go. I usually use maddie as an excuse, but she is gone for 2 weeks! SO.....it's pretty much just cause I'm lazy! Awesome! Last month I worked a bunch of overtime so by the time I made it home from work WOW classes were over as were yoga. I haven't joined a gym because I have been debating some pretty sizable life decisions recently that may or may not involve lots of money so I didn't want to waste money on a gym. I think I may have, at least for the time being, decided against the pricey option however so a gym may be in my future. I know now many people read this but if you do and you are just DYING to know what I am talking about just ask! You probably already know though! I think all 2 of you who read this are clued in! Anyway..... I must have gotten out of the whole blog mood cause you would think I would just be overflowing with stuff to write about but I just can't think of a dang interesting thing! Booo!! Job is good, kid is adorable, I'm in between a 10 and a 12, um that's it! Wow my life is dull! I'm about to start my stupid C25K thing again, I was dropping pounds fast with that and I loved it so I need to be a runner again! Maybe now that I am considerably less chunky it wont be so hard on my knees! or maybe it will still suck ass. Who knows, gotta try to find out! Love you all! I'll try to post more often and maybe the inspirational worth reading thoughts will start flowing back! In the mean time....I really want some frozen yogurt. Boo.
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