reminder
Do you ever get frustrated because things are moving too slowly in your life? Many people don't realize that building a foundation for success does not happen overnight. It is a slow process in which you are constantly working and learning. After all, that foundation must remain strong, even in times of failure or crisis. This takes time! You may have to remind yourself that "failing" is only failure if you quit; otherwise it's a learning opportunity. So don't worry if your life seems to be moving in slow motion. Concentrate on building a solid foundation and learning from your back steps
My Plan
So I've been going at this weight loss/ healthy lifestyle/ exercise/ love myself shit for years now. Seriously, when will I just get it? I am a quitter and loser. The fact that it's a couple of years later and I'm here starting over is proof positive. I've got a million and half excuses as to why I gained the weight back but not a single one of them matters. I need to do this. I need to push myself and get over the quitter mentality. I've learned that I'm a miserable person when I'm unhealthy. If anything came out of previous success it's that knowledge. Being healthy makes me happy. Simple as that. I have to do this. MY life depends on it.
I am setting a goal for myself of 5% of my body weight at a time. Since I weigh 210 pounds right now, that means 10.5 pounds is 5% of my body weight, I think....math and I have never gotten along very well. I'll try something a little different this time and figure out what 5% of each new weight is too...maybe that will keep me more motivated.
Anyway, as I meet my goals, I plan on rewarding myself! I NEVER reward myself, I wont even buy myself the right kind of shampoo half the time because I hate wasting money on me. But self help is a great thing and something to look forward to. My rewards will always non food items and always something personal.
I will also make a meal plan each saturday night, buy the groceries sunday and stick with it through the week. I will be making Brian do this with me and he will lose more weight than me and I will get jealous but that will not make me quit like it would have in the past. I will be able to fit into my clothes again. I will want to dress up and put on makeup and fix myhair again. I will feel like a human being again. And I WILL learn to love myself FINALLY!
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
so strange
I guess yesterday's binge wasn't as bad as I thought. I weighed myself this morning, to assess the damage and see how much I had screwed up, and much to my (pleasant) surprise....it had gone down! 2 pounds! Now I know that is not really what I weigh and that weight fluctuates (is that spelled even close to right) but it was still nice to see the scale in the 180's the day after I felt like I had ruined it all! To celebrate I ate some oatmeal and went to gym and ran/walked 2 miles! Now that I think about it, I remember back in my crash/fad dieting days, I would give myself cheat days and I always seemd to lose weight on those days. I guess it revs up your metabolism or something? Hmmm....I just have to allow myself a few extra points once every couple of weeks I guess! Now that is something I can handle
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yes yes YES! Not eating is NOT the way to do it!!!! That kills your metabolism :( which is sad... AND now that you're working out you're going to have an amazing appetite. So you can eat and be happy AND lose weight :) It's pretty cool how that works ;) hehe
ReplyDeleteI do eat though, lots! Sometimes I feel like that's all I do! Usually I'm not hungry at all and don't get those stupid binge cravings, but last night was different! Today I am fine! I ate all my planned meals and snacks and am perfectly happy not having chocolate or cheese or anything. Although a big juicy cheeseburger would be heavenly right now. Maybe once I can run a solid mile without stopping I will have a CJ's burger! Yum! (I think I've always had a pretty talented appetite...kinda scary if working out makes it beter, yikes!)
ReplyDeleteYeah but then at least you don't feel so guilty about eating :) I've never had a problem with my appetite either. I've always wanted to be one of those people that are like "Oh.. I forgot to eat...." I'm like hell! That's like forgetting to breath!!!
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