reminder
Do you ever get frustrated because things are moving too slowly in your life? Many people don't realize that building a foundation for success does not happen overnight. It is a slow process in which you are constantly working and learning. After all, that foundation must remain strong, even in times of failure or crisis. This takes time! You may have to remind yourself that "failing" is only failure if you quit; otherwise it's a learning opportunity. So don't worry if your life seems to be moving in slow motion. Concentrate on building a solid foundation and learning from your back steps
My Plan
So I've been going at this weight loss/ healthy lifestyle/ exercise/ love myself shit for years now. Seriously, when will I just get it? I am a quitter and loser. The fact that it's a couple of years later and I'm here starting over is proof positive. I've got a million and half excuses as to why I gained the weight back but not a single one of them matters. I need to do this. I need to push myself and get over the quitter mentality. I've learned that I'm a miserable person when I'm unhealthy. If anything came out of previous success it's that knowledge. Being healthy makes me happy. Simple as that. I have to do this. MY life depends on it.
I am setting a goal for myself of 5% of my body weight at a time. Since I weigh 210 pounds right now, that means 10.5 pounds is 5% of my body weight, I think....math and I have never gotten along very well. I'll try something a little different this time and figure out what 5% of each new weight is too...maybe that will keep me more motivated.
Anyway, as I meet my goals, I plan on rewarding myself! I NEVER reward myself, I wont even buy myself the right kind of shampoo half the time because I hate wasting money on me. But self help is a great thing and something to look forward to. My rewards will always non food items and always something personal.
I will also make a meal plan each saturday night, buy the groceries sunday and stick with it through the week. I will be making Brian do this with me and he will lose more weight than me and I will get jealous but that will not make me quit like it would have in the past. I will be able to fit into my clothes again. I will want to dress up and put on makeup and fix myhair again. I will feel like a human being again. And I WILL learn to love myself FINALLY!
Monday, May 2, 2011
179 and other news!
I was 179 this morning! Oh...and I got a job! I can FINALLY move back to Fayetteville! Woohoo!!! I have to be up there today for some paperwork and stuff, and Maddie has to come with me. Then I have to find her a daycare and get her a doctors appointment so she can go to the daycare. Then I have to cancel my gum membership here :( and get a new one in Fayetteville :) So...my diet may suck today. I am going to keep healthy snacks with me all day, but with all the going I have to do I doubt I will cook what I had planned for dinner. Especialyl since I will be in fayetteville and not here, where the food is. It's frustrating, I had it so perfect and then life happens! Oh well, can't complain! anyway, I gotta get running. I will post more later! Yay!
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"had it so perfect and then life happens".....? I'm confused.. I thought you wanted to be back in Fayetteville with a job?? Silly woman... But congrats on the job! yay!!! What job did you get??
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