It's so crazy what just a week of healthy eating can do to your mood! When I started this a week ago I just wanted to sit aaround the house and watch maddie play from the sidelines. Now I am chasing her cute little booty up and down the driveway, around the stairs, out the back door. EVERYWHERE! I am putting her on my shoulders and running, lifting her up on my legs, tossing her in the air! She loves it and I have never been happier! Even when I put her down for a nap it's different. Before I would get her to sleep, then lay down and take a nap with her. Now I come downstairs, clean the kitchen or the living room, or whatever needs it, do the blog thing, apply for jobs, play with the dogs, you know...what needs to be done! Instead of sitting on my (soon to be not) fat butt and then whining later that I don't have time for anything! No wonder no one wanted to be around me, what a bummer I've been!
Today's menu: Breakfast- 2 egg whites whole wheat mini bagel, orange and one cup skim milk. Lunch- Orange black bean salad (SO good- recipe is at the bottom of the page) with 4 oz grilled mahi mahi. Dinner- not sure yet. I have to go to the grocery store when maddie wakes up and pick up a few things, but I think sweet potato fries may by on the menu, not sure what to prepare with it yet though, maybe a yummy juicy steak?
reminder
Do you ever get frustrated because things are moving too slowly in your life? Many people don't realize that building a foundation for success does not happen overnight. It is a slow process in which you are constantly working and learning. After all, that foundation must remain strong, even in times of failure or crisis. This takes time! You may have to remind yourself that "failing" is only failure if you quit; otherwise it's a learning opportunity. So don't worry if your life seems to be moving in slow motion. Concentrate on building a solid foundation and learning from your back steps
My Plan
So I've been going at this weight loss/ healthy lifestyle/ exercise/ love myself shit for years now. Seriously, when will I just get it? I am a quitter and loser. The fact that it's a couple of years later and I'm here starting over is proof positive. I've got a million and half excuses as to why I gained the weight back but not a single one of them matters. I need to do this. I need to push myself and get over the quitter mentality. I've learned that I'm a miserable person when I'm unhealthy. If anything came out of previous success it's that knowledge. Being healthy makes me happy. Simple as that. I have to do this. MY life depends on it.
I am setting a goal for myself of 5% of my body weight at a time. Since I weigh 210 pounds right now, that means 10.5 pounds is 5% of my body weight, I think....math and I have never gotten along very well. I'll try something a little different this time and figure out what 5% of each new weight is too...maybe that will keep me more motivated.
Anyway, as I meet my goals, I plan on rewarding myself! I NEVER reward myself, I wont even buy myself the right kind of shampoo half the time because I hate wasting money on me. But self help is a great thing and something to look forward to. My rewards will always non food items and always something personal.
I will also make a meal plan each saturday night, buy the groceries sunday and stick with it through the week. I will be making Brian do this with me and he will lose more weight than me and I will get jealous but that will not make me quit like it would have in the past. I will be able to fit into my clothes again. I will want to dress up and put on makeup and fix myhair again. I will feel like a human being again. And I WILL learn to love myself FINALLY!
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Keep up the wonderful fantastic work. Well not really work when you are having FUN!!!
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