reminder
Do you ever get frustrated because things are moving too slowly in your life? Many people don't realize that building a foundation for success does not happen overnight. It is a slow process in which you are constantly working and learning. After all, that foundation must remain strong, even in times of failure or crisis. This takes time! You may have to remind yourself that "failing" is only failure if you quit; otherwise it's a learning opportunity. So don't worry if your life seems to be moving in slow motion. Concentrate on building a solid foundation and learning from your back steps
My Plan
So I've been going at this weight loss/ healthy lifestyle/ exercise/ love myself shit for years now. Seriously, when will I just get it? I am a quitter and loser. The fact that it's a couple of years later and I'm here starting over is proof positive. I've got a million and half excuses as to why I gained the weight back but not a single one of them matters. I need to do this. I need to push myself and get over the quitter mentality. I've learned that I'm a miserable person when I'm unhealthy. If anything came out of previous success it's that knowledge. Being healthy makes me happy. Simple as that. I have to do this. MY life depends on it.
I am setting a goal for myself of 5% of my body weight at a time. Since I weigh 210 pounds right now, that means 10.5 pounds is 5% of my body weight, I think....math and I have never gotten along very well. I'll try something a little different this time and figure out what 5% of each new weight is too...maybe that will keep me more motivated.
Anyway, as I meet my goals, I plan on rewarding myself! I NEVER reward myself, I wont even buy myself the right kind of shampoo half the time because I hate wasting money on me. But self help is a great thing and something to look forward to. My rewards will always non food items and always something personal.
I will also make a meal plan each saturday night, buy the groceries sunday and stick with it through the week. I will be making Brian do this with me and he will lose more weight than me and I will get jealous but that will not make me quit like it would have in the past. I will be able to fit into my clothes again. I will want to dress up and put on makeup and fix myhair again. I will feel like a human being again. And I WILL learn to love myself FINALLY!
Monday, February 28, 2011
Struggling...already
Not with the eating part, that's easy. I just decide what to eat and eat it and don't think about it anymore, the exercising part is getting to me though. I just don't have the motivation. I know that being on my feet chasing Maddie all day is some exercise, but it's not enough and I am so tired that I can't make myself do anything else. I really need to join a gym. One with child care included. I can't though, not until I know where in the heck I am going to be living for any length of time. Right now I am in Russellville with my parents, but it's NOT where I want to be. there are tons of gyms here, but what's the point in joining when I may be leaving in a week? I am hoping to get back to Fayetteville, where I already know what gym I will join. Maybe then, since I am apparently unemployable, I can fill my days with hours at the gym while Maddie hangs out in the kiddie room. Walking and trying to make myself do exercise dvd's and stuff on my own just doesn't work for me, it never has. I can nt push myself to do what needs to be done the way I can in an exercise class or on a treadmill with skinny people surrounding me.
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You have to find something you enjoy. I downloaded Couch to 5K running program onto my iPod and I love it. This is actually my second time going through the program. Then, I am moving to Bridge to 10K. I also youtube like hiphop abs or zumba or something on my computer that is fun and silly. It works. I have several dvd's and some are better than others. I am different. I refuse to join a gym when I know I can do it at home.
ReplyDeleteI downloaded the Couch to 5K thing too! then lost my charger in the move...grrr! I am coming back to fayetteville though and I am thinking it's there so I am going to try that. I have always wanted to be a runner! I have so many dvd's and I always love them at first, then just get sick of them! To each his own!
ReplyDeleteI graduated the couch to 5K program and ran 3 or 4 races in the fall. But, then it got cold and I made excuses not to run. So, I'm starting it again.
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