I can't believe it's already April! where in the world did march go?? I imagine April will soon go to the same place and then it will be may and my baby will be 2!!! Holy crap! When in the world did I become the mother of a 2 year old?! Anyway, enough of that...march was good. Mostly. I of course had my normal mood swings, and I expect this month will be no different. the good thing is, I am learning to get over my mood swings a lot faster than I used to. Lots of praying, and probably the stress relief of exercising is helping with that. So lets see...march...I lost arund 10 lbs, and started a running program. Yay me! April- I will have more definite goals. I have 4 actually. Here they are.
1. Workout 5-6X a week
2. Plan and stick to a menu each day of the week (not just m-f)
3. Be able to run 1 full mile without stopping (not concerned with time yet, just actually doing it!)
4. Get below 180 lbs
I made a workout schedule too, that seems kinda strenuous and I'm not sure I will stick to it or not, but having it in place will give me some motivation. I know I will make it to the gym almost everyday, that hasn't been a problem yet, but not so sure about the 5:30 am classes I have picked! Here's my schedule
Monday: 5:30- 6:30 am cycling; 6:350 7:00 am yoga; 4:00- 4:45 c25k and weight training
Tuesday: 4:30- 5:30 pm cardio/ mat pilates
Wednesday: 5:00- 5:30 pm c25k; 5:40- 6:30 yoga; 6:35- 6:55 weights
Thursday: 5:30- 6:30 am Turbo Sculpt
Friday: 5:30- 6:30 am Willpower and Grace; 10:00- 10:45 c25k and weight training
Saturday: 9:15- 10:45 whatever class the gym has that day
Should be fun.... HOWEVER, if I actually stick to this, by maddie's birthday I should be ready to look like one sexy mama! Yeah, there's that shallow side coming out again. Whatever though, everyone knows part of the reason anyone loses weight is to look good and have other's tell you you look good. Even if that's not the main reason. So I'm just embracing it. I want to look and feel sexy again. Maybe I will even put a bathing suit on this summer.... Yikes! Happy April!
reminder
Do you ever get frustrated because things are moving too slowly in your life? Many people don't realize that building a foundation for success does not happen overnight. It is a slow process in which you are constantly working and learning. After all, that foundation must remain strong, even in times of failure or crisis. This takes time! You may have to remind yourself that "failing" is only failure if you quit; otherwise it's a learning opportunity. So don't worry if your life seems to be moving in slow motion. Concentrate on building a solid foundation and learning from your back steps
My Plan
So I've been going at this weight loss/ healthy lifestyle/ exercise/ love myself shit for years now. Seriously, when will I just get it? I am a quitter and loser. The fact that it's a couple of years later and I'm here starting over is proof positive. I've got a million and half excuses as to why I gained the weight back but not a single one of them matters. I need to do this. I need to push myself and get over the quitter mentality. I've learned that I'm a miserable person when I'm unhealthy. If anything came out of previous success it's that knowledge. Being healthy makes me happy. Simple as that. I have to do this. MY life depends on it.
I am setting a goal for myself of 5% of my body weight at a time. Since I weigh 210 pounds right now, that means 10.5 pounds is 5% of my body weight, I think....math and I have never gotten along very well. I'll try something a little different this time and figure out what 5% of each new weight is too...maybe that will keep me more motivated.
Anyway, as I meet my goals, I plan on rewarding myself! I NEVER reward myself, I wont even buy myself the right kind of shampoo half the time because I hate wasting money on me. But self help is a great thing and something to look forward to. My rewards will always non food items and always something personal.
I will also make a meal plan each saturday night, buy the groceries sunday and stick with it through the week. I will be making Brian do this with me and he will lose more weight than me and I will get jealous but that will not make me quit like it would have in the past. I will be able to fit into my clothes again. I will want to dress up and put on makeup and fix myhair again. I will feel like a human being again. And I WILL learn to love myself FINALLY!
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I am so proud of you Amanda, I've committed to be fit in 2011 too! Time to love myself again as well!
ReplyDeleteThanks Lydia!! I think it's a great year for it! :) Keep me posted!!
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