I stepped on the scale this morning and it said 179! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Now...I am aware that that isn't accurate cause you can't lose 2 pounds (really) overnight, but still, to see the scale UNDER 180 for the first time in like 3 years...what a way to start the day!
I think I may change my weigh in day to monday. Sundays aren't good casue they come right after saturday, which comes right after friday. Those are the days I seem to want to be the worst. Sunday is my cheat day, but I think I am gonna change that. The temptation isn't as strong on sunday so I kinda force myself to cheat, whereas on friday or saturday I always feel deprived cause I wont cheat. Makes sense to me. Monday is my new day! Woo hoo!
reminder
Do you ever get frustrated because things are moving too slowly in your life? Many people don't realize that building a foundation for success does not happen overnight. It is a slow process in which you are constantly working and learning. After all, that foundation must remain strong, even in times of failure or crisis. This takes time! You may have to remind yourself that "failing" is only failure if you quit; otherwise it's a learning opportunity. So don't worry if your life seems to be moving in slow motion. Concentrate on building a solid foundation and learning from your back steps
My Plan
So I've been going at this weight loss/ healthy lifestyle/ exercise/ love myself shit for years now. Seriously, when will I just get it? I am a quitter and loser. The fact that it's a couple of years later and I'm here starting over is proof positive. I've got a million and half excuses as to why I gained the weight back but not a single one of them matters. I need to do this. I need to push myself and get over the quitter mentality. I've learned that I'm a miserable person when I'm unhealthy. If anything came out of previous success it's that knowledge. Being healthy makes me happy. Simple as that. I have to do this. MY life depends on it.
I am setting a goal for myself of 5% of my body weight at a time. Since I weigh 210 pounds right now, that means 10.5 pounds is 5% of my body weight, I think....math and I have never gotten along very well. I'll try something a little different this time and figure out what 5% of each new weight is too...maybe that will keep me more motivated.
Anyway, as I meet my goals, I plan on rewarding myself! I NEVER reward myself, I wont even buy myself the right kind of shampoo half the time because I hate wasting money on me. But self help is a great thing and something to look forward to. My rewards will always non food items and always something personal.
I will also make a meal plan each saturday night, buy the groceries sunday and stick with it through the week. I will be making Brian do this with me and he will lose more weight than me and I will get jealous but that will not make me quit like it would have in the past. I will be able to fit into my clothes again. I will want to dress up and put on makeup and fix myhair again. I will feel like a human being again. And I WILL learn to love myself FINALLY!
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wooohooooottyyyydoooddooootttyyyoooooodddyyy!!!! YEAH! (not sure what that is suppose to say... just know that it's a good thing) That's AWESOME!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI need to set a cheat day and a weigh in day for myself. I'm more likely to cheat on a Saturday just b/c that's when I don't have as much going on and when we normally do family things. I'm not sure which day to weigh in on though... Monday's or Tuesday's? Aghh.. dieting is so much work starting out! lol... but not for long b/c then it will just be routine!
ReplyDeletelove you!
BTW... I wanna know where you are getting all these yummy looking recipes??!
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